The Emo Aquarium Remix

Moved

Sun, 05 Oct 2008 01:50:05 GMT

http://leadbayonets.blogspot.com/

I figure I should talk less and draw more. (: Collaborating with my other half. <3

It's emo time!

Sun, 29 Jun 2008 12:56:58 GMT

I've told myself; I will only post in this journal if I ever felt emo or in need to vent a sort of childish frustration that cannot dealt with "professionally". I thought I would never post here anymore, because lately, I have been rather positive! I have not felt sad or melancholic in a while.

And today's the day I fall back on square one for a while.

Having a girlfriend has its pros and cons. It does make you a lot happier, things are more fun everywhere. Then again, you have friends who start distancing themselves from you, people who think "oh this guy is too busy with his girlfriend, he probably doesn't want to hang out with us". Then I get that feeling, of being alone.

Have I been wrong in my priorities?

Perverts conned

Thu, 10 Apr 2008 11:20:26 GMT

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

My bad, this isn't really a laughing matter but... I'd like to be evil once in a while. (:

Music

Tue, 08 Apr 2008 13:01:46 GMT

I'm surprised that I'm collecting a lot of music lately. And yet I don't listen to most of them because I never have the time. During my childhood, I never gave thought to music, and I grew up in a world of silence.

That fateful day I heard my friends perform as a band in the school scout's campfire event, I started listening to punk rock music, and it grew from there.

And now I'm waiting anxiously for Dido's new album. (: September 2008, yosh!

Back-backstabbed

Thu, 03 Apr 2008 10:44:44 GMT

Oh, I know why the seniors secretly despise me. It IS really because I shout a lot and throw accuses and vulgarities around, and it just so happens they take it so personally.

I guess I deserve it. Games can only ever wreck my life.

Behind the back

Wed, 02 Apr 2008 10:25:36 GMT

I experienced first hand a new level of "talking behind one's back" today. My senior refered to me as a bad example, and he did it physically behind my back. I was playing dota anyway, so I didn't bother to respond.

Now that I am free, I feel pretty much insulted. Alas, I am only a junior who shouts a lot and gets upset when I'm losing at dota.

DotA

Mon, 24 Mar 2008 13:51:57 GMT

I played a lot of DotA today. In fact, a little too much. Most of which were incomplete, because the opposing team was losing and the players left the game.

Of the many games I played tonight, only one was completed to the end, and I was on the losing side. How flattering. Malaysians, I tell you. Much like me, if they find that there's no reason to keep playing because the next 40 minutes will just be a losing fight, they'll just leave the game without caring if anybody else wants to continue.

I left a game once, and for the next 3 games I joined afterwards, other people who recognized me told the host to kick me out because I was a leaver. Like, wtf. Those guys who were telling on me, they left the game too! And I got kicked out. So screw those bastards lah, I join another server. Problem solved.

I have grown up

Sat, 22 Mar 2008 05:00:31 GMT

It was just a matter of time before I realized. Time doesn't wait for me anyway. My mind isn't ready yet.

I wonder how I'd look in a suit.

Backstabbed

Fri, 21 Mar 2008 15:50:45 GMT

Recently, I came across a dude at college who likes to dwell on his personal laptop and sing really awkward boyband love songs. To the point I actually made fun of him by gossiping to my close friends about how terrible he sings.

Then it all backfired when i gossiped to my seniors, and I was insulted for my talking behind his back. I learned the bitter way, that gossiping is never good. I should have known. I picked up a bad habit and got shot down pretty quick.

that dude's singing was honestly bad though. But i do commend him for his courage to sing it out without feeling embarrassed. I should probably learn from him.

Dream

Tue, 18 Mar 2008 00:02:04 GMT

I had yet another one of those time-travelling dreams again. This time it was some approaching apocalyptic day, and I had two chances at reliving the events. Pretty weird...

Serial Killer

Fri, 14 Mar 2008 15:11:46 GMT

My seniors are a bunch of funny people.

Drawing

Fri, 14 Mar 2008 13:30:06 GMT

I have many dreams and hobbies in life, many of which I have dropped because time, ability and opportunities won't allow. Some of them include: Singing, dancing, breakdancing, guitars, clarinet, drums, parkour, programming games and comic-drawing.

I have traded all of those to what I can only do now, which is quite sad: Illustrating. Even so, I am still not very good at it. I am slightly emo tonight. Hahaha!

Weird, weird people

Tue, 04 Mar 2008 23:55:55 GMT

Not that I have any grudges against the artist or anything.

TohjoSakana has quite a few pictures in her gallery. Is it just me, or are the Transformers... girly, and on top of that...

I see the Transformers in yaoi-like suggestive poses. I don't know if robots touching each other are a turn-on of any sort, but I am a bit creeped out by them.

There were a few people who like drawing gory stuff. Some people like to draw pregnant characters (DA has quite a few sites, but I'm lazy to search). But girly Transformers...

I don't hate the artist nor the art, nor the idea of characters portrayed in her DA site. I'm just stating that I'm... amused. XD

Because buuzen tagged me. I think.

Wed, 30 Jan 2008 15:10:52 GMT

The Handwritten Meme
1) your handle/name/username
2) left or right handed?
3) favourite letters to write
4) least favourite characters to write
5) write "The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog."
6) tag 5 people

Thai Friend Ad

Sun, 20 Jan 2008 05:30:40 GMT

All of the Thailand TV advertisements I've seen so far, I really liked them. The simplicity, the short length and the strong message they get across. If only Malaysia was as good at this too; I wouldn't have to dread the moment of lengthy and boring tv commercials in between my favourite programmes.

(video link above stolen from teh-o)

The Cake Is A Lie.

Wed, 02 Jan 2008 12:51:37 GMT

I played Portal today. (: Alas, since it was a pirated copy, there were no voice clips innit. ):

Happy New Year!

Tue, 01 Jan 2008 02:45:02 GMT

'twas a bit lonely this last night, but at least it's better than staying at home like I've always done back in my school days.

My boss is back.

Sat, 29 Dec 2007 15:44:39 GMT

She was on maternity leave for two months. Now that she's back... ):

BBQ and Prom Night

Thu, 20 Dec 2007 15:45:37 GMT

Been a while since I last blogged about what I've done.

Last Sunday was a small BBQ gathering among my schoolmates, hosted by my friend Derek. It's not as grand or popular as last year, but I'm glad I got to see some old faces. (: It's good to know they're doing fine and all. I kinda wished there were more people around though.

Yesterday was my school's prom night event. I invited myself with the help of Chern, since he bought the ticket for me. Everybody was dressed in semi-formal to full formal, while I was the only person who was in casual wear. Truly embarassing, I didn't think this would be the time in my life that I had to attend events in formal attire. I don't have any suitable clothing in my wardrobe anyway.

Met up with some old friends, but many of them were unfamiliar, especially the abundant amount of females. Up to 17 years of age, I've only made friends with males in my school. Being in Form 6 means my classmates have made a good count of female friends, leaving me behind in the social race.

I hung out with the "bachelor's league" dudes, even though I was not exactly single. I came without a date anyway. Everybody else who was cool enough had at least one girl with them. The food there was great. I hogged some Beef Lasagna, but too much that I was feeling stuffed and uncomfortable.

I miss the old days when all my friends were "girlfriend-less", and would just go about hanging out with other guys and talking about girls or football or video games. Gone were the days when I felt young and dorky, and the thought of dressing up to be prom king-worthy was unheard of. Or maybe, it's just me. I haven't matured enough, perhaps.

I'm glad some of my friends have not at least, forgotten my name. I feel a bit relieved, but I am at guilt for not being able to remember their names. They're no longer school kids. They're young adults now. What makes me?

Fate/ Stay Night

Sun, 09 Dec 2007 07:03:00 GMT

After watching the first few episodes of the anime Fate/Stay Night, I want to play the original erogame instead. (:

Bey Syok

Thu, 06 Dec 2007 10:28:42 GMT

I know I'm a sore loser, I know I have a bad temper. It's so difficult to control, I can't prevent my impulses sometimes.

I just don't like losing to people who like to gloat about their victory. Is it a crime to hate people who are full of themselves? You win because you had the upper hand on something, I don't mind much; but if you start going "muahahahaha" and claiming your superiority, is it wrong if I hate it?

Silent Hill: No Escape

Tue, 04 Dec 2007 11:58:42 GMT

I never knew that there was a Silent Hill fan-video on the internet, CG rendered. It looks convincing; And since it was done by a single person, I have to commend him for his skills in animating. (:

http://noescape.rateofinjury.com/main.htm

Even though it is fan-made, the visuals are pretty good (not as good as the high-end CG movies as of late, but still great) and is quite disturbing sometimes. (: It won't be silent hill if it weren't disturbing XD

Fobia!

Sat, 01 Dec 2007 13:50:52 GMT

It's funny that after 19 years, I finally got over being afraid to play horror games.

But I'm still scared shitless when I see a cockroach.

Next Protest

Wed, 28 Nov 2007 11:06:12 GMT

http://scottthong.wordpress.com/

Scott is a very hardworking blogger. He does his reading, and blogs about his findings, while still having a job.

Recently there's this Hindraf protest thingy. I haven't been reading the newspaper lately, so I wouldn't know much. I like how Scott reveals a lot of things the newspapers don't. He reads between the lines.

It's a bit worrisome that his blog is a bit too blatant on the truth. I fear the government might notice him and he gets in trouble for his "allegations against the government". XD But yes, he's well equipped with knowledge and updates, I guess he knows what he's doing. (:

Am I your friend?

Sun, 25 Nov 2007 03:30:52 GMT

I've come to learn that no matter how much I think of other people as my friends, it isn't always necessarily the case that they would think of me as friends too.